You seem not to care...I lost something. A very important part of me. The worst part is that I probably never had it. She came into my life a cool breeze. Everyone knows that you can't catch air. But I'm a fool and yes I tried. And just when I thought I will had her, she slipped right through my fingers after i confess to her, like Air. If I close my eyes, I can still feel her around me. Keep on my mind. I replay that moment every time I blink. Maybe she still don't know that i saying all this to her. And i don't want make it so obvious and not hurting her at all. I just making myself sad thinking of others negative things that not suppose to think of. I didn't blame her at all, Just a little wish that she can care abit... I really don't know what to do now. Soon my body gets weak, my heart beats faster then usually. I'm suck in a zone, a zone where I am lost in love. Lost in love with a person who doesn't even know I exist. Love is so blind that she doesn't even notice the signs. She doesn't notice how much I think about her from time to time. She doesn't notice how much I want her to be mine. Will she ever know, only time could tell, Girl, if she only knew how I feel...
Missing you @ 5/18/2010 07:29:00 AM