Sometimes people just don't understand..I told myself to gave up on you already, But i really can't. Am i suppose to lose a friend because of this? I don't want to, but since there's no point talking to each other when i have the feeling of forcing you, disturbing you or something, let it be. I will understand... Actually the person i wrote was you, but you can choose not to care about it. Do you know what it feels like to be left behind? Losing you in such a little time. I try not to worry since i know you gonna left sooner or later but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts. It's hard to hide behind this frown, when on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown. I've lost you that meant the world to me. All I have left of these was memories, Shortly? You have no idea how badly I want you back. The pain of losing will never go away. I'm tired of feeling like this everyday. I feel like I no longer belong. I fake my happiness to show nothings wrong. But everything were seem to be so bad. I have to do this, there's totally no fate, So yea.. bye
Missing you @ 5/14/2010 09:00:00 PM