What if these day's come? ):(If) On the worst day of my life, I find myself writing each thought. Thinking of my only love, wishing she was here, but she's not... Though I cant express exactly how i feel, I could say I'm numb. But I wish I could understand, and only do things that fill your heart. If sometimes instead I've hurt you, I can't even stand us being apart... Its not even been a whole day, though these hours have felt like years. Ever since if you've walked out my door, each eyes will been filled with tears. Then whenever your gone, my words never seem to be enough. Maybe they are too little, after my actions have caused you to feel. What if I wrote you a book, about how my love for you is real? I'm sure it would come easy for me, because it's the only thing that i know. I'll start writing it right now, beginning with this words "I'll never let you go"... I know maybe or not, people don't see you like I do, and quite how remarkable if you are. In this life built around darkness, you've always been my shining star. When my book is finished, I hope that you'll find enough time to read. Then when you get to the end, I hope you'll realize your all that i need...
Missing you @ 3/20/2010 01:29:00 AM