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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

There's really no hope

Another month has passed and you're still on my mind
I would think after so much time it would get easier,
But it hasn't. Little things remind me of you, even when I try not to
It makes me sad and that's not how I want to feel
So I decided to write again and get you out of my head
Even if it's just for a little while.
My moments of nothingness make me feel alone
But I still prefer it to moments filled with what ifs and have nots
Regret is a terrible thing,
Touching heaven even worse
I wonder if that was my one chance at happiness.
My one chance at being complete
My fear is that it was and now it's gone
What can I do now?
I don't know if you deserve a second chance.
Given you chance to change, but it seem like nothing.
More and more things happened that you know too.
Things will spread, So you can't bluff through my mind.
So i will let you be whatever you wanted to be.
And I do know that you and my soul craves it
To find another love, another soul mate
Is that even possible?
But I keep moving on, It's all I can do.
I have to remember to breath in and breath out
It use to be so natural, but Now it feels like burden
I think I'm flawed, Broken in a way that I can't figure out
I don't know how to fix it and wonder if it can be fixed
I've forgiven you, but I can't forgive myself.
So more time will pass
Day after day, it's all the same to me
I'm not who I was before and I'm not who I want to be
I don't know what I am
I'm just alone, empty, sad
So here it is, another poem you'll never get to read
And I'll still pour my heart out.

Missing you @ 1/27/2010 05:45:00 PM



That's Me !(:

Name : Changhao ,14
Egg crack ; 11051995
Email : changhao_maplestory@hotmail.com/
Height/Weight : 177cm ,57kg★ Status : single
School : TNPS,Dunman Secondary
-Proud to be a Basketballer
-Simply live in singapore
-Memories are remembered ;
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Simple Wishes!O.o
▪ Happy Life
▪ Her?
▪ Black PSP
▪ PS3
▪ Iphone
▪ lap-top
▪ Grow taller
▪ Get good Results
▪ Get to go overseas every years
▪ New Bball things


Precious Friends ♥


(Andy) (Alistier) (Angela) (Angelina) (Ain) (Alvin) (Dyan) (Elaine) (Elouis) (Faith) (Farah) (Hannah) (Jaslyn) (Jill) (Jiahao) (James) (Jeric) (Jeeyan) (Jazreel) (Justin) (Johrathon) (Jowilly) (Laanya) (Lina) (Markus) (Melissa) (Mark) (Nabilah) (Qianyun) (Ruwei) (Raymond) (Ruiqi) (Syafirah) (Syahirah) (Sharon) (SiXuan) (Shiqing) (Sureen) (Sarah) (Selina) (Thomas) (Tracy) (Vinnie) (Weiyu) (Waii) (Weikang) (Xinyi) (²¹X!àσυεss) (Yingru) (Yeelin) (Yannting) (Yanling) (Ziqian)

Speak Out Loud !=P
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Listen to me ! ~
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