Already gone and gone forever.I'm back. Nothing to do, Continue blogging. Maybe post some thing. Things happened so fast, really fast. I don't like it. But i had to choose one of them. The main reason is, you all don't know. nvm. Put all the blame on me, I like it. I solve it by myself. I can feel how sad a person are, and I'm really down. I like the way i doing now. It's all about sadness. / When you look at me, do you even see me. I'm always there but you don't seem to care. Am I nothing to you now? Do I have any time at all? People say what they say, they talk about me, I act like I don't care but in reality, I care a lot. You never seem to mind that I'm dying, dying from all the pain in my heart. I love the rain because you can't tell I'm crying, I'm crying skipping, laughing, smiling. It's all because of you. I'm crying because it hurts that you don't even care. I'm skipping because I want to see If I can fly to you. I'm laughing the pain I feel in my heart. I'm smiling because I remember all the memories of you and me. You see me now, but I don't really care. I'm just glad your here, one last night, one last breath. I take it all tonight, you wrap me in your arms and say you love me the last word. I wanted to here all my life now, it's coming to an end but... then I remember it's all just a dream. It's all just make believe that will never happen because your already gone and it's too late. I'm already dead there's no one here tonight, the next morning. I'll still be dead and you'll be gone so far away. And i left the world with nothing.
Missing you @ 11/24/2009 12:23:00 AM