I not blaming you At All , Not even Now ! Trust me .Hmmm ..... it seem that there is nothing I could change now . You believe what ppl say outside , but you don't really know what my mind thinking , My heart feel , My troubles came and i kept all inside my heart ! I didn't blame you at all , AT ALL ! I put all the blame on me , its also my fault . If i didn't start , It wouldn't be happened ... I write here is not let ppl to pity me , Is that I want you to know the true , Not others . I know , At first I swear that I never even care about you , only myself . I know its toooo selfish , I tried not to , And care All about you . I tried to care you and I success , But even though I success its already tooo late ! You said I put all the blame on you , and even said I cant feel every single sorry that you said to me ?! I tell you that I feel all your sorries that you told to me and its all in my heart but ..... I totally Don't what to do . You just don't know how I feel , I know its my fault that never care how you feel and hurt you too . I'm Sorry , SO SORRY . But you can't totally listen to others that said to you , Okay fine you go listen to your very best friends or friends . You know why I told you that not to care me because of this , But maybe you trust them alotalot more then me . I didn't blame you at all , Its your choice I can't change it ! I tried to stop all this okay , Be friend with you , That All I can do . ( I not Blaming or scolding you ) Trust me , I meant ALL what I just said , Believe it anot , its your choice . Bye !
Missing you @ 8/18/2009 09:15:00 PM